lionfloss:

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blindedbythedarkness:

me:

my brain: dont worry if things go wrong you can always kill yourself :))))))

beautifuldarkmind:

Holy fuck I ruin EVERYTHING. Why can’t I just be normal???!!

real-demons:

Do you ever wish you had something really bad, like cancer, just to finally know you’ll be gone soon, and wouldn’t have to think about the future anymore?

I wouldn’t have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn’t have to think about the fact that I’ll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn’t have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn’t have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.

And I wouldn’t have to kill myself directly, which would make it easier for my parents to understand that I’m gone and to let me go.

abnormall:

its ironic how my fear of abandonment has caused me to push everyone away

wishing-for-deathx:

My entire existence is wrong. I’m way too sensitive. I get too attached. I’m clingy and annoying. All my misery is not because of other people, it’s because of me, because of the way I am. It’s not their problem that I’m all of the above. The problem begins with me and will only end with me

wishing-for-deathx:

“I don’t know if people like me ever find love. I think I’m just the kind of person who loves. I’m always the one who loves without being loved in return.”

— unrequited love is my destiny

the-suicide-effect:

“Maybe he left because he saw me the way I see myself”